Crappy New Year!
Let's just say life never turns out the way you expect. Here I am sitting in my brand new mini-mansion, with probably zero items having being achieved from last years to-do list. In fact, I feel in some ways I'm worse off.
My dad is very ill... after having beaten cancer (Yes.. Cancer can be Beaten!), he deteriorated due to a post-op infection and had a stroke, and is now unable to really communicate with us.
I want him back.
Due to spending the hols doing 2-3 hospital visits a day, I didn't get anything done that I wanted, so I feel like I'm starting the work year exactly where I left off... chaotic, disorganised & unproductive.
Moved house,and partner-person moved with, and I'm so resentful! More about that later
And then I sit here feeling like a spoilt ungrateful brat, who is just whining and complaining.
Enough said for now.
