Friday night

Yip, Friday night, not dressed up, which is just as well because I have nowhere to go. Pretty much waiting for the kiddos to go to bed so I can have some quiet time which will no doubt involve some sort of gadget, and sadly not of the vibrating kind. Not sure if I mentioned it before, but I made a promise to myself to lay off the gadgets for a while. I really have an addiction to my laptop, cellphone and ipad, and I'm trying to regress myself to a time when I read real, made-of-paper books. A time when I played piano, and not Freecell on my cellphone, when I went to the bookshop to browse books and not to sit with my ipad and a skinny cappucino. So perhaps I'll actually lie in bed and read tonight, but then it will have to be a great book.

I'm in the middle of quite a few novels that just never seemed to grab me... Partner-person just finished reading Killing Kebble, and he was hooked from the first page to the last, so I might try that. I also have those 2 books I bought at my meditation group to finish... clearly why I haven't yet Transformed My Life.

[PAUSE TO GO AND PLAY CARS WITH MY LITTLE SQUIRREL]


2 hours later... kiddies in bed. All alone downstairs because Partner-person has gone to bed early, so I don't even have to try and bear the sounds of the crime channel in the background.

I randomly mentioned to him earlier that I could do with a really good shag, because much to my surprise, the nympho in me has been fighting to come out of hiding. I really felt like I would not have those stirrings for quite a while, but anyhoo, it's been on my mind lately. Could be something to with my concrete guy fantasy, but that's a blog for another day.

So anyway, Partner-person offered his version of a great shag but I declined. Which leaves me where?... Horny, cranky, angry, resentful. I'm in my mid-30s and I want to have sex and should be having Great Sex... so what should I do? AAARGGHH

9pm, off to have a bath, with a book (hold thumbs) but have to assess where I am with my reformation list that I mentioned a few posts ago.
Will look at that tomorrow.

Oh, and by the way, tomorrow (21 May) is the end of the world... the bible guarantees it. Can't believe these familyradio.com people have put billboards all over the place declaring that. They even have a counter ticking away the days on their website. Must remember to check what they have on the website on Sunday... that's if I'm still around.