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Well this has been a long time coming...want to write all the time but there has been something stopping me... who knows what.
But I'm happy to be back at the ranting and raving and bitching and moaning.

It's been a busy busy time and there is so much I want to share and release from my head.

Firstly.. a wow.

Wow!... in my blog stats it says that people in Russia and Malaysia and Canada have read my blog. Have no idea idea how they would have found me, but it sure is exciting.

Still going to my meditation group every week... it's definitely one of my favourite things to do (another fave is eating Tumbles). My jewish friend... time to give him a fake name... My jewish friend Hymie and I have got into a habit of having our post-meditation coffee, and I look forward to those as well, although I do think the crush may be developing. I can't bring myself to put him off by gushing about my fab fiancé, because there's only so much Hollywood in me. So i just mention his name every once in a while, but the details are kept quite vague. And for some strange reason, Hymie avoids asking anything about my relationship, even though he asks about everything else. This week he brought me 2 pot plants.. such a lovely surprise! He also brought a box of plants for our teacher to take to the center, but it still seems like a very thoughtful thing to do. Plus he mentioned taking me for lunch to a restaurant up the road from me. Plus he said he would carry the pot plants to the car for me (I declined). I don't feel the same anxiety I did with my dear Father Tight-Ass that made moves on me, because I don't think he is really interested in a romantic way. We are just the 2 most unlikely people to become friends, but it really just strikes me that at any point in our lives, we can meet new people that will have some sort of impact on us. It's a strange situation... need to give it more thought.

Anyway, distracted now by a bad sex-scene and lame dialogue on tv so I've lost my train of thought.

Off to bed... till tomorrow xox