I'm not thinner, have no new friends, no new clients. So the To-Do list from last week is pretty much a flop so far.
I'm sitting outside on our fake grass watching my little boy playing with some soil and a spade, listening to the crunching from inside as Baby Thunder-Thighs bulldozes through the remains of a few cheese and chive organic chips. Nothing much to report really. Life is carrying on, and I am pretty much unhappy with the state of things. I really really need to change things around, and only I have the power to do it. And I really need to stop eating so much. Today I had a particularly bad bingeing day and I can't really say why, except that I just couldn't stop thinking about eating. Especially that bag of tumbles that I rushed out to buy at 4pm with the excuse of needing Ant Traps. I really have an addiction to food and eating and it really is a comfort issue for me and I really need to get over it. I have the classic symptoms... feel great while eating those tumbles, but feel like a fat fuck afterwards. And the worse I feel, the more I want to comfort myself... you see the problem?
So anyway: some things to look forward to:
- trip to Madeira
- BFF coming in April for a visit
- Baby Bird's 1st birthday
- Big Boy's 3rd birthday (he wants blue cupcakes. Oh, and yellow ones and red ones.)
- A mansion to finish (went to look at taps and shower heads today)
- Meditation group tonight, and my sis meeting me afterwards for a cup of something.
- Cirque d'Soleil in 2 weeks
- New babies in the air
PS. I really think I need to start the juicing thing again.... will tell you Imaginary Readers more about that later
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